Friday, August 5, 2011
had a horrible horrible night, i dont think i've been this upset in a while. today was HORRIBLE. what is with boys and their hormonal levels????????? well i guess its just been built up anger, disappointment, frustration, confusion? and sadness from the past couple of days that i've yet to express in addition to everything that happened today :| *sigh* currently at mello's and staying the night. ahhhh what will i do without her. anyway I aim to be stronger :) less tears, less tears, less tears, i'm stronger than i portray myself to be. "sticks and stones can break your bones but words can never hurt you" im going to keep chanting that phrase to myself over and over again. ohwells im off to bed early, my eyes are so sore and tired, hopefully it will be all faded and gone for the soccer trivia night tomorrow :P night kidlets, hope everyone had a better day than i did! xx

ps: 1 more week till one of my really good friend's birthday party and i have no idea what costume im wearing! eeeeeek. i wanna go as minnie mouse and am trying to persuade mello to come as that with me.