Wednesday, February 23, 2011


Guess who's back in melbourne!!!!!!!!! Yep thats.... ME! Sigh, the time in singapore passed so quickly :( I guess because so much has happened, dealing with everything makes time seem to fly faster than it actually does. Anyway leaving was quite painful :(






Caught up with shitterhood + boys in the morning for brekkie @ Ya Kun Kaya Toast at holland v! Twas a very good morning :) I was surprised with presents/cards/letters!!! :D :D So touched :) Thanks joyce/moyce/there is no moist in the dessert :P HAHA, davin & kester! and addy and caleb!!!! ">

My beautiful family also surprised me with a blackforest birthday cake, and presents just after dinner/ before we headed to the airport.






Teehehe I would post pictures of the present packgage here, but i fear of being judged so.......unless i've told you, i'm going to let your minds wander :)

Anyway got to the airport really early, like at 7pm for a flight that leaves at 1025m had dinner at the airport with my nainai, aunty uncle and cousins for the last time till...july? Im honestly looking forward to being back home :) like i've probably said before, going back to singapore is like... running away from everything that i dont really want to deal with here. Its a very cowardly act but i guess its just my way of dealing with things. Being in singapore with my family keeps me very distracted. Okay anyway lets talk about the airport. So my family walked me to meet the shitterhood sisters + boys at popeye's at terminal 3 of the airport, they wanted to leave first cause the kids had school early the next morning and needed to get some sleep, so sad leaving them :( i cried, then my naiani cried then.. yeah domino effect, but everyone that came to send me off did manage to put a smile on my face :)

Slept throughout the entire plane ride, got up twice 1. ask for water 2. to pee :P hahahaha! Got home and customs took AGES to clear. like ages ages AGES! :P basically spent the whole day unpacking yesterday, and oh skyped with



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Today...woke up and went to uni to help out with the psych booth, had lunch with ross and shannon at the kitchen (ahhh good times), then headed back to the booth, walked to the hockey booth and got a huge huge huge cuddle from lisk :) Twas a pretty slow day, at 3.30 lisk and i walked to the carpark together and then made our way to igloozoo!!!!! :D :D Caught up with jess and mads there, didnt spend a very long time but gave them a qiuck debrief about my singapore trip back :) so good seeing them :D :D :D

Ive been doing a lot of thinking and i've decided that... certain things in my life need to be removed, i also need to be more skeptical about things around me and not believe everything i hear, and also, despite the things certain people do to me - which made me really upset at that point of time.. im able to look past it cause, i guess the happier memories outweight the unhappy ones. So from today onwards im going to look at things from a different perspective, im going to try get rid of certain weaknesses of mine (well this bit is subjective cause some people love those "weaknesses" while others hate it). Im not sure if what i consider changing for the better would mean losing my identity? Not sure if its worth it risking it all just after a comment given to me, gaaaaaah. I have my fingers crossed. This sat im turning 21 :O its a big milestone in my life, im so...... excited, but yet at the same time oh so very nervous :( Someimtes I wish we lived in the olden days where everyone was a tad more conservative and traiditonal? Why are things so complicated now :O Anyway cant wait to see mello this thursday! i get the whole of thursday with her! yaaaay1 also, skirt's made, everything else... i'll get later ;) going shopping with momsie tomorrow! yayy. i have so miuch on my mind it feels like a submarine carrying too many people ( so.. you know? sink... :P)

okay i a really tired, i have been shutting and oepning my eyes so many times in the past 10mins! hahah anyway, see you guys in a jiffy! i'll write in this space sometime soon!
kaaay goodniht! xx