I miss my yeye so much, every night when I get home, I open the gate.. then the front door hoping to see him sitting at his usual spot in the living room. The house just feels so empty without him, its so different coming home not being able to see him watching his channel 8, 630pm news, and me saying really happily as i walk through the door "hi yeye!!" and telling him about my day. My nainai on the otherhand, whom i love so much, is feeling empty and lost, and its going to be hard when we leave, but she is such a strong woman, and i know given time, she will get through this, she's been through the worst and the best times of her life with him, and its all these memories that will stay by her forever, memories that will get her through life, and memories that might bring a tear AND a smile onto her face :) she's been the best wife/nurse to him, the best mother my dad, uncle and aunt could have, and the best grandmother in the whole wide world. i love my nainai so much.

anyway guess who's in singapore???? MELLO!!! so good seeing her, i will do a proper update of what we got up to the past few days tomorrow night. ive missed her so much, and seeing her face to face, compared to communicating via all her comforting words through text messages has been awesome. sare has been back too!!!! and she's another one ive missed heaps :( got to know all her church friends better (previously i know them just by their names)! :) their close to daily presence has kept me sane and kept my mind off everything unhappy. what will i do when both mello and sare leave???? :(


tu me manque!