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My cousins have been in disneyland/universal studios (orlando) for the past 7 days and ive just gotten pictures of them drinking butter beer (from the harrypotter world), eating sour powder and candy apples, wearing the coolest tshirts on earth saying thing 1, thing 2, thing 3 (from the cat in the hat) and taking dragon rollarcoaster rides at the harry potter world! my youngest cousin said he could live there forever! hahaha im so jealous! :( i would have given up so much in my life this year and last year to be with them there - i could have according to my parents if i didnt do alot of things i did this year and last year they would have allowed me to go! :P hahahahahah ohwells, whats done is done, i'll just save up more next year and travel to wherever they are going with them next year :) i forsee next year to be a really busy year so hopefully busy = less moolah spent! haha though next year is also the year of 21sts so.... that is going to eat up my bank account! hahahah :) aaaaaaah. whats done is done, whats happened is happened i cant do anything about it.which brings me to the point of people regretting/ getting all depressed over little things in their life they have done to cause embarrassment to themselves - by this i dont mean talk like me and getting teased but like just saying stuff, or actions wise - getting rejected? that's pretty embarrassing? i guess its a mistake that you sorta think "oh dear im never going to forget this and everyone is going to know". we learn from our mistakes, no matter how embarrassing it is. its sorta a process in life we all have to go through? you make the mistake, suffer from its consequences, move on, and laugh about it 10 years down the road.
okay im just rambling and rambling and rambling i dont think any of what i've said is making much sense, but the point is what's done is done, and you cant undo it unless someone in the world builds a timemachine, so move on/get over it, so harping over it and look forward to the beautiful future and people that sit right in front of you :)
like yesterday, i got to spend the day with my cousin (nachan) and the cutest and smartest dog in the world! :D :D :D :D
ps: and taking the intiative all the time sucks!