♥ For the first time
This is me. This very moment! :| hahahaha :)just that in this state i've managed to finish writing a chinese essay with a minimum word limit of 600... i wrote 1600 characters!!! :) and finished a translation exercise (hand wrote about 350 characters :P), finished my psych interlearn, and start on my psych assignment! Maybe being sick = more productivity = a good thing after all :)
Love my new blog song! :) First time - The Script. In life, i guess there's always a first for anything and everything. The first times at school, first attempts at making friends, first petty fights and tears shed over friends, first time accomplishing various tasks, first failure, first "this is the happiest day of my life", first bestfriend, first nailpolish colour on every girl's fingers, first crush, first time falling for someone, first time staying up to finish up last minute assignments, first sleepover, first skiing experience and snowball fight, first job, first successful cake baked and the list can go on forever.... I've been thinking about things in general and was feeling guilty over certain things that've happened throughout the year, for screwing things up with various friends, for giving things away too easily. There are so many things in life, so many instances that we often tell ourselves "daaaamn why did i say that" or "daang it why did i do that" or "urghhhhhhh!!!". From all that thinking, I've decided that one should never ever feel guilty for screwing things up the first time, its always scary. but everyone makes mistakes, everyone goes through processes of doing things wrong for the first time, everything has to go through a "first time" for things to learn to make things better right? :) Everyone mucks things up now and then, no one is perfect, people will forgive and forget, just takes time.. yes? :) Some people take longer to get over things, some people get over things real quick, some people dont actually get over things, but I like to be optimistic, and lets just say "alwaaaays look on the bright side of life la la la la" does that song ring a bell? :)
As my bestfriend always tells me, shit happens, but life still goes on. The world doesnt stop turning for every mistake or crime someone commits. Everyone needs a first for everything in life, and i know i've judged before, but am trying to learn to take things in with a bigger heart to view things from a bigger perspective, to be a better person, so...... first time, first mistakes, forgive and forget, move on :)
Sorry for the ramble, but i'm smiling now just thinking about how tomorrow would be a brighter and a happier day :) :)
Ok bed time! Toodles :)