Crazy day today, Chinese2070 was hell. 3 hours THREE HOURS of an old man going on and on about Genghis khan in chinese, about the tang dynasty about this and that. I drew about a hundred flowers on in my book and mel critisized my chinese handwriting she said it looked like a kid's handwriting :( anyway 2 hours was in bulding 29 which is hard as to find and then the last hour we had to get up.. and move to another building. 2 hours later i have my chinese tute :| 4 HOURS of chinese today omg my brain is friedddddddddddd like a fried chicken hehehehhehe but on the brighter note got to hang with mel :) we're going to see each other so much more this year after that two decisions i made tonight :P teeeheee anyway LONG WEEKEND! though i think i am going to have to go to uni to get books tmrw :| i went in on wednesday and the line was too long so i gave up.. crashed mel's marketing lecture wehre i full embarrassed myself :( and hung out with some peeps in the kitchen then everyone ditched me and i was left with eddy.. thank goodness nic came, then tolga came after that... and that's where I met ;) :) :D ;) teeheeehehehehhehehehe i am so happy and am smiling now :) Ohwellssss slowly :) You know I go to uni everyday with this constant... um fear? not fear just like a little scared I dont know why or maybe I do.. Its okay being with my friends keeps my mind away from everything :D I was just thinking back and 2 people have told me the exact same thing back then.. maybe if i was braver a bit more stupider things might have been different, maybe better. Ohwells. I need a haircut today I was so bored in chinese I tried to find split ends on my hair (you know.. as girls do hehehehhee) but i could not find any. Nvm i just think i am in need of a haircut.. the last I had one was like before america I know I had to go get one cause my dad threatened that I would not get xmas present if I didnt cut my hair hahahah that's how much he didnt like it :P

Anyway I am so tired today has been such a tiring day i dont think i like chiense very much i have no friends in that class, well maybe one but i dont think she likes me hahaha everyone looks so nerdy and they are so hard to talk to ohwellllls 4 hours a week without friends.. is okay :) I will just look forward to kitchen crew time. I've been thinking sooo much lately waay too much no good. Chocolate makes me happy have i told everyone reading this that.. I HAVE A NEW CRAVING FOR CHOCOLATE? :D I love it and I love kinder surprise, kinder sticks and kinder beauno(?!). Teehee okay back to msn and hopefully i'll think less. HAPPY RACHEL :)

Boys are stupid right melllymelmel? teheee XOXOXOXOXO

ps: ELISE IS BACK!