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Wednesday, March 3, 2010

♥ And I miss you here now you're gone

To the beauttttiful other birthday girl :) :)
Thank you for an amazing night hope you had a night as good as mineeeee :)
pictures mask drinks food ballooons love hugs and kisses :)
love love love to you! :)
see you tmrw!!!
xx

cause the best things come in threeeeeee :)
and cause we're girls and all girls love photos! :D

Every single balloon the floor had either rachy/lisky on it :)

Thank you forrrr princesss elmo!!! hahahah ive always wanted a build a bear
but have never gotten one so thank you for fufilling my childhooood dream :P
love you both oh so very much and thank you for an amazing night!
a party would not have been a party without the both of you! :D
thank you to two of my bestttfriends for an amazing night! :)
xoxo

lovelovelove :)

THANK YOU FOR ORGANISING THE BIT OF MY PRESENT YOU WERE GOING TO GIVE ME THAT NIGHT :) i loveeeeee it and have been wearing it nearly everyday :) :)
BTW you and garry are ADORABLE can i just say? :P SO CUTE and so many caught in action moments :) but too cute. I'm glad I am able to hug you properly now without getting smacked or hit (unlike the past :P) hahahaha anyway you are another one of my beaaaaaauutiful bestfriends! :) and i always enjoy hanging out with you, even if its just for a quick igloozoo or just for a little chattity chat :) or dancing/singing to our fave songs in the car or here there everywhere :)
lovelovelove xx

TOMERRRR!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
so glad to have seen you on sat night and sorrrry for the overdoes of hugs :P I apologise to anyone reading this blog who got an overdose of hugs from me on sat! Hahhhahahaha I was in a v good mood :) :) Hahahhaha thanks for the lamest and silliest things you say to make me smile, thanks for tolerating my crazy moooods! hahahahah esp when i go sugarrrrr high :) :) hehhehehe and no thanks for you taking advantage of me being gullible :P thank you for being a good good frienddd and always tehre to entertain me when i'm bored :P
boys are v complicated...... :P but dont take any offence cause you're kinda a girl too right? :P
lovelovelove

MELLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYYY :) "The" Mel. hahahah not the other mel :)
also known as the evil mel quote paul :) the last drink you gave me was the killer one you horrible child :P kidddding but thank you for coming for the gorgeousss gift! for listening to me rant and rant and rant away :) for the many many many good memories last year, for a wonderful year of friendship for always being there and making me smileeeee :D
you're beauuuutifulll and so glad to have met you and soph as my first two good friends on the first day at uni :) birthday luckkkkk i must say birthday luck brough me to a couple of great friends :) hahaha love you so much and wouldnt know what i would have done without you in my first year at uni!
lovelovelove xx

THANK YOU FOR THE GORGEOUS BRACELET MY GORGEOUS
FRIENDS :) I feel like I'm part of mandeville and know the school so well alr :P
Thank youuuu ellie and jessjess for the amazing times last year, for our wonderful wednesday kitchen lunches, for being awesome friends, truckloads of love to the both of youuuu two of my reallly goodfriends at uni :) and elliiiie t! i dont know you v well but i'm so glad to have met you through jess and ellie :) and you're another one of my twitter buddies :) :) i'm sure we will be better friends in time to come :)
lovelovelove
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoox

BOB BOB BOB BOB TO THE TOPPP SLIDE AND SLIDEEE
nawwww how cute is this photo right? okay yes it is :P
Paullllllly kandilerakis (plesae tell me i spelt it right it was completely based from pure memory)
thank you for the poem! it was beautifullll and i really liked the 1,2,3,4 uno duo tres quatro!
hehehehehehe i feel like i've known you for ages even though its only be like what.. 4 months (including the first time we met at time travellers :P) all thanks to your girlfriend and my bestfriend :) make sure you dont bully mellllllll thank you for making her happy! = me happppy :D and thank you for forcing me to take that many sips from that cup of water :P thank you for the poem once againnnn no one has ever written me a poem before :P i'm sure i'll be seeing you v soon! till then here's a BIG hug for you :) CANT WAIT FOR JOHN MAYER!!! :)

always saving the last for the best :)
to the girl who laughs at me for anything i do / say, who stands by me in the midst of life problems, who is know is willing to do things i would never expect her to do... just for me :P (like write letters and say the nicest things), who i always enjoy hugging even though she's not that big a fan of hugs, who always appears in the funniest photos with me (CANDID :P), who secretly loves my kisses but pretends she hates it :P who has a copy of my timetable and allows me to have a copy of hers (we're the only ones that exchanges hard copies of timetables), whom i've gotten sick of, had cooling off periods with, had fights and quarrels with and is the only person i would dare to confront if things between us go sour, who has made me cry out of sadness and happiness countless number of times, who cooks for me :P, who rocked the dancefloor with me singing and screaming "fight for this love - cheryl cole" on sat night even though we were probably making the biggest fools out of ourselves :)

"melllll you are my bestfriend have cupcake"
"where is mel do you know she is my bestfriend?"
"i like you"

recollections of saturday night, you know the most honest things come out when your mind isnt clear :P thanks for feeding me lots of water and thanks to bob too who literally had a cup to my mouth "one sip, another one, one more sip, keep sipping" hahahahahahhahahahaha you both are made for each other :) cannot wait to hang out properly with you, have another study session, bitch about lecturers and essays, rock the dance floor with you :)

i love you so much (ps: i dont use it that often anymore always saving it for the best :P) and thanks for one of the greatest friendship in the entire universe :)

ps: i should frame up your letter, even sarahh says i should frame it but sooo honoured that you wrote me one even though you only wrote it in the car on the way to lisky's :P

pss: "just give her a hug she loves hugs" haha so true :)

psss: black hearts black hearts black hearts
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Everyone's been bugging me for this birthday post so here it is :) FINALLY! So I had an amazing birthday this yearrrr with the best crowds though missing a few special ones like char sarahh ivy :) i missss all of you @orangestarrs, @screwedd, @yvi_24 :( Had sooo many birthday presents i havent had that many in ages so love and kisses to all of you :) even small ones like cards and letters meant the world to me :) danced the night away "omg i love this song" was what mel told me i had said all night.. and also i told everyone "i liked them" told everyone "mel is my bestfriend too" and told me that like everytime i saw her :P

Uni has started and i'm already in love... with all my friends! (HAH tricked everyone did i?) Timetable this semester looks like..

that's 15 contact hours.. not too bad right? :) except for the annoying tute on wed. but i shouldnt complain i know some science students have like a hugeee load of hours and some even have.. 30 :| so i should be happy with mine :) Friends are so important I dont understand how people can take a HUGE risk to ditch their friends when they get with someone... :|

I am so hungry now but not in the best mood cause mom and i fought :( Its been a huge week at home I go to sleep crying or feeling so stressed sad i dont know and its not like something bad's happening its just i hate fighting fullstop. Whoever I fight with be it parents, greg, friends it drains the energy out of me cause i dont stop thinking and crying. I know half of you reading this blog would think to yourself that i should man up and stop being a wuss (?!) but crying is not bad. Its better than bottling all the emotions up in yourself, crying is a way of letting it out i guess? Its the third month into the new year and i've cried so many times, in singapore now and then, before leaving and heaps of times here the first time i cried was at tacobills i vividly remember that night, melissa had a tad too much to drink :P but see if i like you i dont exactly harbor grudges esp to friends i've been close to? no matter how bad they are to me i take it deal with it and move on, its easier than dealing with a broken friendship right? My tummy is growling it is angry i think hahah. DONT WORRY i am not ano. I have an appetite for about 10 horses a day :) Things are so confusing I dont know where I stand I dont know how I should deal with things :( I am so confussssed. Ahwells fingers crossed that things would turn out in a good way and not like before.

Okay I should actually start studying i'm such a slaaaacker. hahaha Mel is on msn i can see her i am going to talk to her :) anyway to all those that made my birthday a wonderfulll event love to all of you :) Thanks for the presents, texts, wallposts, phonecalls, letters, hugs :) Best birthday in a long while! So love hugs and kisses to all of you! That is all for today :)

psssss: chinese tmrw!! so nervous and i have no friends lets just hope oomsy (hehehehehehehehhe) is gonna be there..hehehehehehe

lovelovelove

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