Friday, February 5, 2010
wish i was back in singapore now.. i miss cuddles from my nainai / aunty lili/ cousins :( one more yearrrrrrrrrrrr

Last night was awesome it was so good seeing everyone again! I've missed everyone so much. Dinner at taco bills usual tradition i've been craving the food and company. Sat there and had dinner for two hours, eating just sitting and catching up on 2 months worth of updates. I was next to melly the whole night.. and she was such a lightweight she had two magaritas and was off her face.. so out comes all the hidden secrets. I was a good girl and had like 1 and a half cup of strawberry and watermelon margarita respectively. So not much for a... heavyweight (?) like me? I also did something rather embarrassing ohwells shant elaborate :( :( Anyway took lots of pictures while waiting for the taxi... and went to cookie. I was feeling better and happier by then alr, so was humming along to crazy love and had a michael buble conversation with the bouncer. Climbed up.. SEVEN FREAKING FLIGHTS OF STAIRS to get up to the deck. My goodness.. doing it in heels is not a joke. But anyway SOPHIE!!!!!!! Saw and caught up with soph and gave her many many big rachy hugs and she brought trent :) :) :) Was awesome seeing them together they are adorable yayy. anyway nikki was there too! Omg it was like a huge kitchen crew reunion. So awesome seeing everyone though! Everyone was so happy to see everyone. The last time they saw each other was like.. at the hawthorn before I left at "Rachel will miss you all" and most of them hadnt seen each other.. till ystd. Anyway hung around there bobbed around got a bit soaked by the drizzle, hugged everyone and then decided to change venues at like 12. Crossed the road to "lounge" and hung out there it was less crowded so much better and air conditioned! Sat around danced a little took more photos went outside to the balcony where we got lots of water poured on us.. but got a free drink because of that :) We had a wet p**sy shot.. haha the name is so crudeeeeee. Its the nicest tasting one though. Played pool too :) Team awesome = Mat,Mel,Rach :) We.... lost but were still pretty awesome! I got one ball in hahaha.





Wanted to leave at like 1-ish but couldnt find ellie and she wasnt picking up her phone (cause i was staying at hers so had to go back with her). So went to cookie to look for her but couldnt find her.. walked around the building but still couldnt find her so I decided go stay at melly's. Haha i.. had to wear her polka dotted pj shorts was tiny and a huge sydney swans tshirt. We facebook stalked, and spoke and spoke in bed till like 3.30 :| haha and woke up at like 10.... haha took a shower and headed to ellie's :) Melly drove me there..and guess what came onto the radio when we got into the car.. YOU BELONG WITH ME! made us so happy cause its our song :)
Gave melly a little something i bought from americaa then she hung around for a while then she left for work. Ellie and I made brekkie! I made scrambled eggs... hahaha boiled eggs are so hard to make they always pop. Bobbed around after brekkie, exchanged secrets.... i found out alot. haha.

Then trammed home and met the weirdest man on the trammm eeek! he sat like next to me.. reeked of cigarette smoke, had a bottle of beer in his hand, and was like playing with the singapore airlines tag on my country road bag.. and he was like "so where did you go/where do you live/ are your parents here" i was so freaked out. and he asked me if i was 14!!!! wth :| do i look that young? anyway then he started talking on the phone... and he kept saying something about him having to go to the prison in 2 weeks.. and he kept swearing like f this f that. omg :| so i was too scared to look at him so i went on fb on my phone and walled ivy.... and he told whoever he was talking to on the phone "the girl sitting next to me is typing so f-ing quickly... (and just like kept talkng about me)" omgggggggg urgh what a tram ride. and i got of 16 to catch 70 up riversdale road.. and he got of the tram with me.. and waited at the same tram stop as me :| i tried to move as far as i could from him but.. freakky.

wow this is such a long entry. last night was an awesome night but after spoke to me.. im so confused about everything like urgh i cant put my thoughts into words. i feel so stressed disappointed like i'm usually an optimistic person so i always look forward to things.. but its so true.. the higher the hopes the greater the disappointment. its been a 3 days overload of information since i got back sigh. i need a timemachinee. i thought this was different but.. i guess not.

i cant wait to get back to uni to have essays and get busy studying working waterpoloing swimming playing all at the same time. at least i wont be so free like i am now and i'll get my mind off alot of things. i miss liska so much. yesterday felt somewhat different without her. okay i'm off i am going to find something to watch.