sometimes its all so tiring and frustrating, amidst the stress to find out/ read about stuff i really dont wish to find out more about and it doesnt help that the people involved are just people that (fill in the blanks) haha. The only person I can most of the time feel safe & satisfied expressing my true inner thoughts/ feelings to here is millmav cause she just gets it no matter what, just the same way i get her (am i making any sense?) from tudins (HI CHAR) to ugly ben (HI SARAHH) haha, i love the long phonecalls and silly text msgs i get from her though they arent the everyday kind but just enough to show me she's a good friend that's worth keeping :) and in a way i'm glad i've got her cause she's one of the few that will never umm give up on me no matter what / ditch me for boys (like that most people do) hahahaa :) and she's one of the few whom i know that shares a reciprocal friendship (is this the right term? :D) this somewhat equals to charmaine (well not totally but its the closest i can get in terms of comparison, maybe just a wilder version hahahaha) to me, which is something i never compare most people to just cause char is.. just char that i'll never find another one of and not forgetting my bestfriend too :)